Think this shall be one of my shortest posts ever (okay, maybe not). Lol my life is seriously been too happening for wayyy too long recently and frankly I’m honestly quite shag at this point of time.
I just wanna curl up in a little ball and just sleep forever till I recover my health bar completely. Yeah, I’m only human after all and I do have my down days y’know.
Sometimes I’m so close to giving up and throwing the towel cos fml it’s really REALLY exhausting for me, physically and mentally.
Am I pushing myself too much? Am I helping out too much? Where do I draw the boundaries/the lines?
Time is really something that I am lacking of at this moment. So if ever, I do make time for you in my schedule to meet (or even just to reply sometimes) – do note that so many BTS arrangements have been done just to accommodate it. And that’s also probably how important you are to me as well.
Is this my destiny to be working all the time? It’s what my horoscope says and my bazhi but you know what?
As a bloody stubborn creature (my friends know how bloody stubborn I can be), I refuse to let it be as such.
My destiny is of my own.
I have a thousand plans, so many things that I want to do, shows and movies I wanna watch, places I wanna go/explore/experience (ah, the Wanderess in me misses my freedom so very much) but I can’t do it now. It’s not the time yet. Soon, but not now.
All I can say is that in life, there are some sacrifices to be made at the beginning. Especially at this critical point of time where I practically restarted from scratch (almost) with my career, my goals and even in relationships at my age amongst many others. Ground zero baby.
Ground zero.
On that note, I’m freaking grateful for all the doors of opportunities that have been open to me (thank you, thank you, thank you!) and trust me, I won’t hesitate to grab my opportunities – those that I deem fit that is.
That aside, I’m also really fortunate that I have so many things that are going on for me at the moment – altho sometimes I think I have too much on my plate to handle which is kinda what’s happening right now.
Man, you should see my to-do list hurhur.
But you know what again?
It stops here. At least for awhile. Gonna rest up for the day. This is my only day of “rest” since 25 Nov and I’m not gonna get another chance till maybe Christmas. Or even Christmas Eve.
So rest I shall.
I’ll push on after that though.
I will. I can. I must.
And because I WANT to.
It will all be worth it in the end. I believe that.
*Nods
Keep fighting.
Keep hustling
And rest too x
P.s Heh. Sorry for the earlier pathetic whining but this is pretty much how I destress by writing. It just feels good just to ramble on my thoughts freely and let my words flow. The beauty of having a personal blog 🙂
P.p.s forever grateful to my mom. My constant pillar. I won’t know what to do without you.
And of cos, my circle of friends – you know who you are. Thank you(:
Fall 7 times. Get up 8
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